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three cheers for me.
My parent says I’m rebellious.
My siblings say I’m not independent enough.
My friends say I’m crazy.
But I’m ME.
Don’t care what people trying to turn me into.
I’m happy of being ME.
4:56 pm
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Yesterday night while listening radioI heard they play my fav song, "Let Me Go"by 3 Doors Down..Then i asked myself. Although I won't getthe answer I still ask. I thought I've burried that feeling deep down but whe did it re surfaceback?It torment me once again. I feel the pain againIt's coming back to me.The attraction of talking to him is so strong. It's pulling me and dragging me. It's very tempting.My brain is telling me to stop. But my heart...it's so strong. It's taking over me.I'm soooo numb...
11:35 am
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
"I Showed Her"It's catching up to me right nowEverything that I've saidThe night I left her thereWhen I said I wanted outI was angry and upsetAnd at the time I couldn't care less about staying thereI had to prove I didn't careAs much as she thought I did[Chorus:]I showed herI let my pride take meFar away from the only woman I lovedI showed herNow she has found someone newAnd her life will go onAnd I'm all aloneBut I showed herOh oh ohI hear that she's in loveBut it took a while for her to get over the hurtNow I know that I messed upI was trying to give us timeBut I see she took that time to find somebody elseWhat happened to the things she felt for meAm I really a part of her past[Chorus:]I showed herI let my pride take me far awayFrom the only woman I lovedI showed herNow she has found someone newAnd her life will go onAnd I'm all aloneBut I showed herWoah oh oh's[Chorus]Now she has found someone newAnd her life will go onAnd I'm all aloneBut I showed herIt's O-Town song.. I like the lyrics.. It's sad. There's a story behind it. I was looking for "All or Nothing" but I came across this. It's a good song and I love it. It tells something I wanna tell but I couldn't find the right word.This is the closest thing that's written in my heart.
9:01 am
Thanks to my friend Ainal my blog is ready for me to write.There will be two examination this week. It's very important.I can afford to screw it up this time. I gotta do it to get the diploma. After everything ends, I can relax and not think of anything. But right now I've to think about my future. I want to get that diploma no matter what. With that I can start my new life. That's what I want for now.Guy.. well I can get them later. Lolz. But now I's only meand my life.My maths teacher is out of town. So I just have to go tothe LCCI(computing) class today. I'm free the whole day tomorrow. But I'm thinking of doing my geography homeworks. And after that I can continue with my science.I've to go now. I'm so damn hungry. I'll write more next time.It feel so good to be able to write again ;o)
5:34 pm
Saturday, March 26, 2005
It's gonna be ready soon. But it'll take sometimes for me to finish it...