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three cheers for me.
My parent says I’m rebellious.
My siblings say I’m not independent enough.
My friends say I’m crazy.
But I’m ME.
Don’t care what people trying to turn me into.
I’m happy of being ME.
1:43 pm
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
..........Sometimes I don't feel like going home. Things are gettingfrom bad to worst. Everynight I lay on my bed wishing thatit's only a very bad dream.. but it's not...Sometimes I wish that i can just sleep forever 'cause I'msick and tired of this life I'm leaving in...When the sun rises up, I put up a happy face. Trying tolook cheerful. Smiling always, making stupid jokes.In the inside, I'm crushed, dead, numb... That's what I'm.When the sun set, the sky is dark. Everyone sleep but not me. I cry and cry trying to kill away this pain but I can't.Right now I'm dead but yet alive because my heart stillbeats.... I'm not sure if I can still carry on to live like this...I've done everything to make them proud of.. But I AM never good enough for them... Why??!!!! I can't! I'm not pefect!!