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three cheers for me.
My parent says I’m rebellious.
My siblings say I’m not independent enough.
My friends say I’m crazy.
But I’m ME.
Don’t care what people trying to turn me into.
I’m happy of being ME.
12:40 pm
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Chapter One
I sat on a big rock and looked up at the stars that were twinkling like million little diamonds in the dark night sky. I'm really confused and I wished that Ally were here with me. She always helps me with my problems. But she is at her grandparents' house to celebrate their anniversary. And now my problem is really very serious one. I've run away from both of them, Alex and Ryan. Both of them make me confuse.
Last five years, I have loved Alex with all my heart. I know that I can never make him mine. He already had a beautiful girlfriend and she is a cheerleader. Whereas I am not as popular and not as beautiful as she is.
And early this year, Ally introduced me to Ryan and he is one of the football players in the school. And I think I kind of like him now. He is six feet five inches tall, dark blonde hair, and his eyes are ocean blue.
But Alex is much more handsome. He had this looks that can make a girl melt when she look at him. He is six feet two inches tall, dark black hair, and his eyes are emerald color. I just can't forget the way he looks.
So I have tried every possible ways to forget him. And right now I want to be serious with Ryan. And something had happened last week, and it is making me confuse.
This was how the story began. Ryan was asking me out tonight, "Do you have any thing to do tonight?" he asked. "No," answered back shyly. "Then, I'll pick you up at six. We'll have dinner together,"he said. I smiled at him and said, "Ok, see you then."
"K, see you then", he said and walked away. I am very happy because Ally told me that Ryan is in love with me but I don't believe her. I know that was impossible, how can a popular guy like Ryan love me?
I glance at the clock; it is twenty minutes more before Ryan comes. "How do I look?" I asked Ally. She looked at me with her thumb up, "you look beautiful tonight," she said. I sat down beside Ally. "I'm nervous, I never date before. I hope he'll like the way I look tonight." Ally put her hand on my shoulder and said, "Don't worry, I think he's going to love it. Just stay calm and pretend that you are going out with me."
"But he's a boy and you're a girl. It's not the same. But I'll try to be calm," I said and try to calm myself. We heard a car pull over at my front door.
"Come on Sara, be a good girl and tell me everything when you get home tonight. Good luck", she kissed me on the cheek and went down stairs. I took a deep breath, and went down.
I went to the kitchen and said goodbye to my parents. My mother patted my shoulder, "have fun and don't think 'bout anything else."
When I walked out of the door, Ally was talking to him. Both of them turn around when I walked towards them. He looks charming; he wears a pair of black pant and a black jacket with white shirt in it.
He keeps on staring at me as I came closer, and I can feel myself blushing. "I've to go now. So have fun," Ally wink at me then walk towards her house, hers is just opposite of mine. He took my hands and said, "You look very beautiful tonight," and I can feel myself blushed again. "You look great", I said.He opened the car door for me, and I went in. I'm too nervous to say anything. I guess he is as nervous as I am, finally I said, "so, where are we going to eat?" "It's a surprise, I can't tell you now. And I hope you'll like it," he said and smiled at me. I wear a pair of jeans.
He parked the car near a big tree. It was dark so I can hardly see anything. He opened the door for me and took my hand. "You have to close your eyes first," he said. "But I won't be able to see anything" I protested. "Don't worry, I'll guide you." I took his arm and close my eyes.
We walked for a while and suddenly he stopped, "you can open your eyes now." I can't believe it, this so wonderful, we are on the beach, there is a small square table with two wooden chair, there are candles, foods, plates, two glasses and everything was so great. "Ryan, this is so beautiful" and hugged him. He put his arm around me and I can't feel the warm of his body. "I know you gonna like it, lets go over there, before the foods turn cold," he said. Then we walk to the table. There is a plate of chicken wings, a plate of clams with cream on it, a plate of garlic breads, and two plates of steaks. And as for the drink, there are two glasses of plain water and two glasses of soda. "Lets start eating, my stomach is growling," he said. All the foods were very delicious. "All of the foods are very delicious, and now I'm bloating. Thanks for all this. I'm very happy. Thanks once again" I said to him.
"Well, this is all I can do, lets walk down the beach," he said. He came by my side and took my. We waked slowly down the beach. The night sky was filled with lots of twinkling stars. "Wanna sit over there?" he asked me, "yeah sure," and we sit down on the sands side by side.
The wind blew stronger and it made me shivered, if I knew that we going to go to the beach, I would have bring my sweater along. "Are you cold? Here take my jacket," then he put his jacket on my shoulder. "Thanks" I said shyly. He put one of his arm around my shoulder, he turn to me and said, "I've something to tell you," he pause for awhile and took a deep breath, "I love you Sara. I love from the first time I met you." I don't know what to say, I just stare at him.
To be continue..........
