Chapter Three


When we got home I go strait to my bedroom. After putting the bag down, I plopped myself on the bed and buried my face in the pillow. Then I let my tears out of my eyes. I can't be together with him. I heard the door being opened and I know it were mom and dad.
"Sara, how's your," mom said and she stopped. I sit up and wipe away the tears with my hands.
Mom and dad sit beside me on the bed.
"Sara, what happened? Why are you crying?" mom asked.
"Sara, did you fight with him?" dad asked.
"No, I just miss you guys so much." I said and hugged them.
"Are you sure, that's all about?" dad asked again.
"Yeah, I'm okay. I want to take a bath," I told them. The looked on their faces told me that they were not satisfied with the answer I gave them.
"Mom. Dad. I really am okay. Don't you trust me?" I said to them. "Alright we trust you. Make sure you'll sleep early," mom said and kissed me. Dad kissed me too and both of them left the room.
I feel fresh after the bath. I sit at the study table and took out my diary from the drawer. I always write what I feel in it. I opened it, pick up a pen and began to write.

Tuesday 4thJune2001

Dear Diary,
Last night, he told me that he love me. Even if we love each other, we can't be together. I can see pain in his eyes when I'm with Ryan. I can't stand it. I don't want to see him hurt. I love him very much. I don't so I can sleep tonight. Why do I've to suffer so much just because I love someone so much? Well I better turn of the light before they come in the room.

I closed the diary and put it back in the drawer. Then I turn the light off and lie in the bed. My mind keeps on thinking of him. I just can't put myself to sleep.
I jump out of the bed and walked to the windows. I open up the window. Then I saw something was moving under my window. I put on my sweater and quietly went out. I know it was him. I called out, "Alex."
"How did you know it's me?" he said and come to me.
"What are you doing here?" I asked him.
"To look at you," he said solemnly. He kisses my cheek and caresses it.
"Every night I come here and stand under your window. So I can look at you," he said sweetly.
"You mean for the last two years you've been," before I could complete the sentence he kiss my lips lightly and sweetly.
"Every night I see you open the window. And you look very beautiful when the winds blew softly at your hair. You look like an angel," he said touching my hair. Then he continued, "Sara, I wish we could be together. You always belong here in my arms," and he wrapped his arms around me. I wish that this moment will last forever, and I hope it will come true someday.
"I think, I should go now," he kissed my forehead and walked away. When he reaches at the gate, he turned around and wave at me. I wave back at him at walked back to the house.

To be continue....