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The next day at school, I told Ally about last night.
"You know what Sara? You're a strongest girl I've ever met," and we both laugh. I am glad that I have a friend like her. Without her, I don"t know what to do.



Chapter Four

After the hokey practice. "Ally. I'll go first," I told Ally and she nod. I walk slowly to the change room. My mind keeps on thinking about him. Well, I think this is my life. Maybe it is just my destiny to live my life alone.
"Sara," someone called me. I turn around slowly. I though it was Alex, but I was wrong. It is Ryan. What does he want? Why can't he just leave me alone?
He came closed, my mind tells me to run. I don't want to see him. I quickly turn around and was about to run when he caught me by the arm. He held me closer to him. I tried to free myself from him, but he is just too strong for me.
"Sara, please. Why are you doing this to me? I love you very much. It doesn't matter that you love him," he said.
"Why can't you just leave me alone?" I snap back.
"Don't you understand? I love you Sara. I miss you so much," he replies. I don't understand him? Who the hell he thinks he is? I push him away as hard as I could.
"What? What did you say? I don't understand? Understand what?!" I shout at him.
He looked shocked. Just then Ally came.
"What's going on over here?" she asked and stood next to me.
"You are the one who doesn't seem to understand anything. There is nothing between us anymore," I said. He looked furious, he grabs my arm again. I tried to free myself.
"Leave her alone!" Ally shout at him. I don't think he was listening to her, infect he tighten his grip around my arm. Nobody can hear us, because only a few students used this passageway.
"I told you before and now I’m gonna tell you again. I love you so much and you are mine,” he said harshly.
"Ryan, let her go!" Ally said again, she tried to free me from him but he pushed her away until she fell down.
"You are crazy!" I shout at him.
"Yes, I'm crazy because you're the one who made me. Now, I'll not let you go. You're mine, always mine!" he shouts at my ears.
"Ryan, let me go! You're hurting me!" I scream. It is true, my arms hurt so much.
"Let her go!" both of us turn around. It was Alex, I am very glad to see him.
"Me? Let her go? So you can take her away from me again? I don't think so," and he laugh loudly.
"I don't want to fight with you. So, for the last time I'm asking you to let her go," Alex said slowly.
"No," he said and smiles.
"Fine if that's what you want," Alex said and launched towards him. Ryan let me go and both of them started to fight. Ryan kicked Alex legs and he punched Ryan face. See what you've done! You make them fight over you! And you can just stand there! You can't do anything to stop them! My mind scream at me. I am a loser that is what I am.
"Sara, are you okay?" Ally asked. I am a loser, a sore loser. I pushed Ally away and run a fast as I could.
"Sara!" Ally shouted. I'm a loser! For the whole day I kept myself locked in the bedroom. I told my parents that I want to be alone.
"Sara?" mom knocked softly at the door.
"What?" I asked.
"Ally wants to see you. She's worry about you," mom replied. I don't want to see anybody right now.
"Tell her that I'm okay. But I don't want to see anybody. I need to be alone," I told her.
"Sara, I know you're very sad now. I'll be at my grandparent's house to celebrate their anniversary. I'll be back as soon as I can," Ally said.
"Ally, don't worry about me. I'm all right. It is just that I need to think," I said trying to convince her.
"Okay. Then I'll see you on Sunday," she said and I can hear footsteps going down the stairs.
It was when I started to cry. Who am I fooling? I am not all right. I feel everything inside of me seem to be tearing itself into pieces. I cried myself to sleep. When I woke up, it already dark. I glance at my clock on the wall, eleven thirty. Neither mom nor dad had waked me up for dinner. Well I can just go down and make myself a sandwich or two. I am not really hungry, but I have eaten all day. After finishing the sandwich I made, I go to the garden. I love the way the cold air blew at my face. I wish Alex were here. He used to came and meet here every night. I love him, and I will always love him.

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