2:11 pm
Saturday, September 10, 2005
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
I've this feeling that she's
falling for him too.
Who wouldn't.
Well I think if they are together,
they'll look cute together.
I'll pray for their happiness.
I don't want to have this bad feeling
inside me.
Sounds like I'm giving up.
Well...
Yeah..
I am giving up.
'Cause I know it's not for me.
It's not mine.
After letting go..
I feel much better.
*Grins*
Life is much better for me
if I know how to let go.
8:14 am
Friday, September 09, 2005
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
I'm watching it all fade away in front
of me.
I'm letting it go today. Say whatever she
wanna say but I'm letting it go.
'Cause I don't want to go on like this.
Feeling like this.
I don't want this feeling inside me.
I just wanna feel peace.
I don't wait 'till everything burns.
This is my life and I've to go on.
Moving on.
I'll not cry anymore.
Going to school in a few minutes.
Gotta study hard...
5:18 pm
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
Everything Burn
By: Ben Moody Feat Anastasia
She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries
of empty pages
Feelings gone a stray
But she will sing
(Chorus)
'Till everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning
their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
'Till everything burns
Ooh, Oh
Walong through life unnotices
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their masquerade
No one sees he there
And still she sings
(Repeat Chorus)
4:55 pm
Sunday, September 04, 2005
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
Okay....
I can't do my art right now.
I've been thinking from just now.
I think that she fancy him too.
But she just won't say it.
She don't want me to to know.
And I know that she's feeling
sorry for me.
Like whatever for.
Go on and tell me she fancy him too.
I'll understand.
Don't keep it from me.
They way she said things 'bout him..
I noticed that she'll say the opposite
thing she wanna say.
I don't want her to feel sorry for me ok.
I just don't care anymore.
Why???
Why me???
It's like a big rock landed on my head.
Why is every doing this to me???????
12:07 pm
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
I never met anyone that's soooooooooo
damn rude before until yesterday.
He only talked to my friend and
completely ignored me like I was not
there.
Well that kind of guy.... It's not
even worth to get mad at him.
It's just a waste of time.
Glad that I know how to handle it.
Okay... No more crushie for any guys.
There are just jerks out there.