----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----

3 more days to go... Yay!!!! Can't wait.
They wanna go to Geylang today. I wanna
go too but well.... seems like all the girls
are very busy.
Time passes by sooooooo fast.
I can't believe that it will end someday.
This year we don't bake any "Kuih."
Just bought it.
So little time left and so many things to be done.

----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----

Had another fight with her.
She just couldn't understand me.
I've tried my very best to do whatever
she told me to do.
But she'll never be satisfy. Every single
thing I did is another mistake to her.
What am I? Or who am I?
I don't feel like I belong to this family
anymore.
I don't know her anymore.
I'm sooo sick of feeling guilty and useless
always.
I just can't wait to get out of here.
But when?
When I've become crazy?
This is so sickening.......

----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----

Tomorrow will be the last day of school.
I don't feel like going....
I just feel sad. 'Cause I know that this thing,
this happiness will end soon.
It's sooooo sad.
Won't be able to see him again....
I really MISS him

----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----


This song keeps on playing inside my head.
It's a song by Kelly Clarkson. Love it.

Behind These Hazel Eyes

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Cn't pretend
Just thought ou were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
O[ened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up indise
Cause I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Swallow inside me then spit me out
For hating you I blame myself
Seeing you kills me now
No I don't cry on the outside
Anymore!

----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----


Going for Sci Practical Test in a moment.
Of course it's freaking me out.
But still I've to do it and get over it.

I'm not sure what's going on but I think
there's a meeting or function going on in
my school. I really hope that I'll not see
him. It's better not to see him. 'Cause if
I see him again I know that I'll keep on
mooning for him. And that's SO pethatic.
I won't do that again. I HAVE to stop it.

Well..Yeah evrybody is not perfect. Even him.
He've everything else, but his attitude sucks.
I know... I shouldn't judge him.
Ok.. No more him. That's a promies to myself.

----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----


Time passes by so quickly.
It'd been two years since I left
school.
Don't see much of them right now.
I don't know what it'll be like this year.
Soooo many things happened beyond
my control.
New things.
Things that makes me myself.
It makes me fing tha path I've been
looking for.
It fell good to be able to really think.
It's giving me chances to prove that
I can still live. I can still breath again.
There are more in this life than meet
the eyes.

P.S Miss you all!!

----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----

I know... I know...
It'd been a looooooooooooong time
since I update.
Well something is wrong with my computer.
Haiz........
So much is happening and yet I can't write it down.
So gals... Hang in there. As soon as the computer is ok
I'm gonna write a long one k.. It's a promise.

PS. I MISS YOU GIRLS!!!!!!!!! When will we meet again?????????