----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----


Went to the movie just now.
Watched Harry Potter. Not a good end
I must say. I mean the movie is excelent.
Love it. But the ending of the story is a bit sad.
Lolz....
Think I wanna watch it again.

----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----


Listening to this song by Sum 41.
It's something that I found in the lyrics.
It's close to what I'm trying to explain.
So here's the lyrics goes.......

Pieces

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing I have

----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----

Things are pretty ugly today......
I just feel like screaming....
She did promise me that I can
go out with my friends.
But now she won't let me.
That's not fair..... Just not fair....
I don't wanna be bad......
I don't wanna be a bitch.....
Seems like she really want me too.....

----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----

I don't understand.... I can't do anything
but watch...
I dunno whether she truely like him.
If I speak up... She'll say that I'm jealous.
I know she like the other guy and she
told me that she don't like F.
But seems like she's giving him hope.
She's like....manipulating the guys.
I know that she's pretty and she can get
anyone she want...
But doesn't she know that she'll hurt more
then one ...
I am caught in the middle cause she always
ask me to send msg to those guys............
Help!!!!!!!!!!!!

----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----

I thought it was only a crush...
But it seems to become something else.
It becomes something deep.
Every night..
Every day..
Every second..
That name stuck here inside my head.
But I won't be able to meet him again.
I don't wanna be love sick...

----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----

I didn't really sleep last night.
Couldn't sleep. There're sooo
many things on my mind.
Even if I cried my heart out I
still won't be able to sleep.
Having my examination today.
I din't really study.
Can't get anything inside my head.
I just feel like running away from
it.
I need a break from it.....
Regretness..............
Yeah.... the biggest regret in my life.
This won't happen is I didn't QUIT.

----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----


Went to Geylang last night with Cha
and the guys. Yeah, we are the only
two girls among the guys...
There were lots of people of course.
I kept seeing his face among those
people. I was hoping to bump into him
or whatever or just see him. Arghhhh....
That's not good.

The guys went shopping. There were a
few I don't know.
Then we went to look for their "Chapal."
Couldn't find it. They want the original
one but couldn't find it.
How tiring. But it was fun.
2 more days to go...
Can't wait!!