5:27 pm
Friday, November 30, 2007
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I'm so happy that I don't have to go for retrival.
Yahoo!!!!!!
But I'm not too happy with my result.
I know I can do better than that.
Arghhhhh...
Frustating.
I got A for my DD, B for my 2D and C for
3D and DF. That's super sucks!
More of Chuck pics!!! I'm loving my school even more now!!
Wohoooo!!!!!
10:45 pm
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
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Yup. It's Pierre Bouvier from Simple Plan!!
There were here in Singapore.
And they came to my school last night.
Winner of Perfect10 and few of Lasalle
student were there.
Luckily I checked my school email.
We were having fun.
Chilling out on the grass patch and
listening to their song.
They were awesome!
Love their new song "When I'm Gone".
Look who we've here???It's Chuck!!
Love you Chuck!! He's the drummer of the band. He's so cool.
He defended us from his bodygaurd.
He was really pissed off with him for shouting at us.
Most of the fan who were there were really touched with what he did.
Thanks again Chuck! You're the best! Never seen a start acted like that for his fan before.
I took pic wif him but won't post it here. Hehehe.
Hope to see them again.
6:15 pm
Friday, November 23, 2007
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It's the last day of school.I really wish that I could see him for the last time before sch holiday.But I didn't.....I really miss him.
4:10 pm
Sunday, November 18, 2007
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Tomorrow is gonna be the start of the review week.And my family. ALL of them.. Are getting on my nerve!They really pissed me off!God!!!!!!How I wish I can get out of here soon!!
12:33 am
Saturday, November 17, 2007
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Done with another art piece..
Feeling so sleepy right now.
But I cannot go to sleep yet.
Still need to do my research.
Review week is just few day away.
I'm gonna start to panic soon.
I really have tons of work to do.
Gonna continue with my work again later.
I won't sleep again.
10:00 pm
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
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Did charcoal drawing just now in school.And I need to draw my friends face.LOL!I think she's a bit mad at me coz I madeher portrait looks more feminine.Muahahahaha...I did it on purpose..It's fun to use charcoal.But I can't stand the blackness and themessiness.Tomorrow, I still need to use charcoal.Loving it!!!!!!
8:57 pm
Monday, November 12, 2007
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Last Sat supposed to be a very happy day
for me. My friend was getting married ans
there's another good news comming from
another friend.
Then.. the same night.. talked to him.
I was crying.. My heart was just breaking
again and again.
I'm so broken that I'm choking. No more hope.
Nothing to hold on to.
And he don't even know. And he don't even care.
I'm so tress out.
With all the assignment that need to be done on time.
And I started to smoke.
11:57 pm
Saturday, November 10, 2007
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Tired... Tired... Tired....I'm totally freaking out!!I couldn't finish my drawingand my 2D!!!Tired... Tired... Tired....My right hand is hurting like crazy.Coz I've been drawing more than 24hrs
9:33 pm
Thursday, November 08, 2007
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I'm very tired...
I've not been sleeping for the
past 4 days...
I've lots of things to finish up.
There's no point for me to sleep.
Coz I can't close my eyes.
I just can't take those nightmares anymore..
Stupid nightmares..
I'm just so tired..
I need a break.
From all of this.
From my life.
10:52 am
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
Busy... Busy... Busy.... Busy....
Drawing... Drawing... Drawing... Drawing....
Design.... Design.... Design... Design...
Paint... Paint... Paint... Paint... Paint....
Pain... Pain... Pain... Pain....
Althought I'm very busy....
I still can't get rid of him from
my mind.
And my art and my design...
It really show's how sad I am.
I don't know how to pain it bright and happy.
While I'm so sad and gloomy..
11:36 pm
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
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I feel so cold..
Deep down inside..
So cold...
My heart has just turned cold..
I don't want to feel anything..
I just want to be numb...
You have made me cold...
Do you want me to become a Snow Queen??
Are you going to make me one???
9:16 pm
Monday, November 05, 2007
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Trying to reach for you..
But I'm getting far away from you.
REGRET
Is stabbing me heart. Everytime
I see you with other girl.
I should have given you the chance.
But I didn't..
I let you slipped through my fingers.
Now I'm living with feeling regret and heartbroken.
I'm Sorry.
I'm sorry I didn't give you the chance.
I'm sorry that I've fall for you.
I'm sorry that I'm a fool.
I'm sorry to cry for you every night.
I'm sorry to see you with other girl.
I'm sorry I'm losing you.
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry..
I'm sorry.
I know it's too late. But I can't get over you.
I'm still in love with you.
10:43 am
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I'm listening to Lifehouse. I justlove their song. And this is my fav.The lyrics... Is just what I'm goingthrough right now.TAKE ME AWAY
This time what I want is youThere is no one elseWho can take your placeThis time you burn me with your eyesYou see past all the liesYou take it all awayI've seen it allAnd it's never enoughIt keeps leaving me needing youTake me awayTake me awayI've got nothing left to sayJust take me awayI try to make my way to youBut still I feel so lostI don't know what else I can doI've seen it allAnd it's never enoughIt keeps leaving me needing youTake me awayTake me awayI've got nothing left to sayJust take me awayDon't give up on me yetDon't forget who I amI know I'm not there yetBut don't let me stay here aloneThis time what I want is youThere is no one elsewho can take your placeI've seen enough and it's never enoughIt keeps leaving me needing youTake me awaytake me awayI've got nothing left to sayJust take me awaytake me awayTake me awayI've got nothing left to sayJust take me away
1:44 am
Sunday, November 04, 2007
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It's 1.45am in the morning...
I can't sleep at all...
I don't wanna close my eyes.
Coz everytime I do... I'm
gonna have nightmare again.
I dunno what else to do....
I can't forcus..
I can't put any picture onto
the plain paper..
I just can't draw at al...
I keep on seeing his face.
At a point of time... I accidentally sketched a portrait his.
And I burned that portrait...
I just can't do this anymore..
11:35 pm
Friday, November 02, 2007
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You made me smile
You made me laugh
Now
I am left to cry
While you freely fly
We used to be so closed
But now far apart
Just strangers to each other eyes
This sin I made
Now I have to face
This mistake I can never erase
11:21 pm
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Playing and creating new songs.
Trying to sooth my heart by playing
some music.
But my heart still bleeding..
I don't know when it's gonna heal.
Today I went out with my friends.
I was trying so hard not to think of him.
But every steps that I took... I think of him.
I think of his smile. His eyes and his hair.
The image of him is everywhere.
I don't know how to go on without him.
It's just so hard to move on.
I wish time can go forward. So I can go far away.
Far away from here. Far away from him.
Far away from this bittersweet memory. Ans
start somewhere new.
3D and DF.
Look who we've here???
