three cheers for me.
My parent says I’m rebellious.
My siblings say I’m not independent enough.
My friends say I’m crazy.
But I’m ME.
Don’t care what people trying to turn me into.
I’m happy of being ME.
9:26 pm
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
I wish I could've wrote this with my blood.You're seriously hurting me without yourealising it.Every time you talk... I just feel like cutting myself. And I just did it again.You're like a drug to me. I'm so addicted.And you're destroying me bit by bit....I've 39 more day to make myself sober.That's if I could......
8:58 pm
Monday, June 23, 2008
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo depress right now.I'm so fucking tired and my selfish-bitch-sisteris driving me crazy.....She's studying in a university and yet I thinkher brain is inside her asshole.I don't wanna talk about it.There things that are happening in my life right now and they really upset me.I've stop cutting myself a very long timeago and it was very hard for me to stop.And just I just did it again........I just feel sooo tired....
9:00 pm
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
I'm very EMOtional today. I can'twait for the school to start. I justneed to get rid of him from my brain and get over him.I'm very tired right now... Tiredof 'gangguan'... tired of word and tiredof everything.Seriously that 'gangguan' I getting on my nerve today.I was trying to concentrate on whatever they were talking about and she keepson pestering me. It's soooooo annoying!!!ArgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhIf she ever try to annoy me again tomorrowshe gonna be sorry because I'm gonna beEMOtinal this week because I just gotmy heart broken yet again.
10:15 pm
Sunday, June 15, 2008
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
Hahahahahahahhahahahaha....... Yeah
I'm going crazy.. because most of the people
around me are driving me crazy!!!!!!!
Seriously!!!! I don't give a damn what
they want anymore.
Well the good news is I pass!!!!!!!
Yay!!! I made it to Fashion Communication.
That's so sweet!!
But I seriously wish that I can see the others
in August..........
8:04 pm
Thursday, June 12, 2008
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
I'm having Bollywood fever.... Lol!!!Been watching lots of Hindi movies lately.This is to get rid of my stress.Hahahahahaha....Yeah I'm sick somewhere in my head.Sick of people that freaking nonsense.Sick of everyone in my life......Things that happened makes me thinkdifferently towards friendship...It's gonna make me think twice ifI wanna make new friends next time.Because of that now I'm doubting it.Like s#%t!!!!!
7:06 pm
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
I'm feeling so blue right now.. And I'm down with
this freaking flu which makes me really weak.
I know when people read my blog they will say
"Here she goes again talking about the guy who
doesn't even bother to ask her whether she still
alive or already dead."
I know I feel stupid too.... But I can't help it cause
I thought I've forget him. But I can't coz the image
of him keeps on haunting me every single day.
And right now I really miss him.. Yeah I msg him
to ask something but it's just a reason.
And now I'm very sick...
But then again... maybe he's not the type of guy that....
Well no use of writing it here...
Coz soon my heart will be broken because of my
stupidity....
And now I know why people say that love is blind.
Coz I'm truly blind and hurting myself..... ever since
my heart feel differently towards him.
