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three cheers for me.
My parent says I’m rebellious.
My siblings say I’m not independent enough.
My friends say I’m crazy.
But I’m ME.
Don’t care what people trying to turn me into.
I’m happy of being ME.
8:08 am
Thursday, August 21, 2008
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
I just couldn't take this anymore.....I'm really suffering... I don't even havethe mood to go to school anymore....I just wanna quit then start again next year...This is very frustating for me... makingthe wrong choice really makes me suffer...Should've choose Fine Arts or Comm D...I really don't know what to do.....Can somebody please tell me what Ishould do??????????
10:23 pm
Sunday, August 17, 2008
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
Hope that I'm making the rite decision bychanging my course........I can feel that my life is hanging by a thread.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. . . o
9:43 pm
Saturday, August 16, 2008
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
I feel that I'm falling apart so badly...I've been very moody and having nightmares'bout my course.....I haven't even touch any of my homework...I don't feel like doing it...It really haunts me so badly that I'm afraidto close my eyes and go to sleep.....This is very bad.... This course is really notfor me.... If it's really my passion I won'tbe suffering like this.......
12:20 pm
Friday, August 15, 2008
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
I should've chose Communication Design...I think that's the best for me......I'm suffering now in Fashion.... One of thelecturer said that it's a mean world.It's true... even when I've not go out thereinto the real fashion world... I'm surrounded bymean people already.....When I said 'mean' they are really mean ok...Like very cruel.... they really stab you witha large knife on your back..I've to get out of there asap.....Futher more fashion comm is the same ascomm d... it's just that it's more into fashion..All that beautiful clothes and pretty faces...it's just on the outside.....They are devil in the inside.I shuld've known better after reading books about them.But I'm just too stubborn... not listeningto my heart...I really pray hard that they will accept my appeal..And I get to go to comm d.......Lesson learned:-Things that look beautiful on the outsideis way uglier in the inside.-Being alone is better than being with themcoz they are so sweet to ur face but when u turn around they gonna kill you.-Crazy normal people are wayyyy safer thanthey are.
9:58 pm
Sunday, August 10, 2008
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
Just got back from my aunt's house.....I feel irritate towards almost everything today...I'm feeling so down right now... maybe I'm startingto feel depress again....I've been hating and cursing myself since thelast two days....I just don't feel like I wanna exist in this worldanymore... I feel that I don't have any rolein this world......What's the reason for meto be here on earth.....I feel that I'm cracking down every single day...Maybe this time I'm really gonna break...I know that my blog sounds depress and EMOtional...I just feel a bit better after writing them down..I don't wanna be a burden to anyone...
9:33 pm
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
Just got home.... feeling damn tired...But some people just wouldn't live alone...If only I've money... I would've beengone long time ago.....Can I make it until I get my diploma...But when everything seems to go smoothly..There'll be things that really trying to breakme......So sick of this world......
