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three cheers for me.
My parent says I’m rebellious.
My siblings say I’m not independent enough.
My friends say I’m crazy.
But I’m ME.
Don’t care what people trying to turn me into.
I’m happy of being ME.
1:19 pm
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
----<@My So-Called-LiFe@>----
Frustration.That's what I've been feeling all my life.I tried to concealed it but recently with theway they annoy me, it's trying to over power me.I've not yet totally explode. But tiny sparks arecoming out of me. I vent most of my frustrationby ready and writing. Drawing can no longerkeep me peace as I would create a "monster"on the paper. I've burn many of them. It'll only make me feel more frustrated then I'veever have.I've tried so hard to understand their mind. Theway they are thinking. But most of them are opposite to mine. I can no longer understand them.And they never even tried to understand me at all.It's like I'm leaving the opposite side of them butin the same house.I know it sounds crazy. But I don't feel like I belong here with them. It feels like I'm in thewrong family.It goes way back to when I was a little kid.I always do things that they can never understand.The way we live our life. It doesn't make sense to me.It just feel so wrong to me. Like I should live life differentway.How can I be sure?????The most shocking day of my life was when we've todo blood test. I was so excited. Wanting to knowwhat's my blood type.The result just took me guard. It was like I've been shotin my head.My blood type..... It's not the same as them. Totallydifferent.....I didn't even tell them.From that day onward. I keep asking myself... Who Ireally am???It's just very intriguing to go and do the DNA test.
